2 or 3 months ago I deleted a suspicious mysql database from my web host, only few weeks later I realized really bad things happened – the database is my blog!

The websever has a backup of only 1 month, so I cannot recover the lost…

Here is the problem, what’s gone is gone, what’s next is what we don’t know.

If not this accident happened, I won’t be writing this post(I don’t update for months, maybe years).

The meaning of blog is very different from my teenage years, back to that time I would rather waste a whole afternoon to compose an article for strangers to read, for free. All I needed was self-satisfaction. When I grew up, life pushed me to forward, I am busy at work.